Where I am..."showing up" as I've heard it said.
I have learned that it is fully possible to arrive to a place
and never be there.
Living day to day hoping for something different
losing what is.
It's a trick of the mind to believe that change comes
in a new day
when the heart and soul of the hoper (yes I made that up) remain the same.
It's not worth believing that today, no matter how hard, is not good.
I sigh and move
slow, slower, and slower still.
Bathe in the sun.
Play in the rain.
OK, I can't focus on just business or just me or just anything! I try hard to be what I should, but I guess I'm just who I am...and I'm 35 now!! I had a good birthday, thanks Mish!
*love and hugs* Jen